dear diary :

Today is a very sad day : ( because my daddy was really gay.
that made me very say : (
AND ALSOOO.....
I DO NOT want to finish my math modules cause, its very boring and i hate it.
so yeah .

LIFE !

is so depressing... : (

WHOA.

so today was a nice day : )

until... i made a huge mistake , omg i feel so bad.
so this is what happened :

me, diana, suane, and jessica goes to catch the bus and before we got the the busstop the 180 comes and so diana and suane books it to the bus and me and jessica wait for the 190. SO THEN! suane calls me and says diana dropped her phone and i was like WHAT ?! O_O so we look around and end up finding it , *whew!* what relief, but i had to be such a bitch and "pretend" that i was a man that stole her phone so it made diana worried ! and SHE GOT OFF HER BUS , and found out it was prank! OMG she ended up walking in the cold with suane and wowwwww i feelt just awful : (
yeah so... I"M SO MEAN : (

i swear i'll never do it again : (

i swearrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr : )

blah blah blah

i know i know... i should be busy studying and prep'ing for my dips and yada yada, but this past week has just happened so much i should really get it off my mind. SOO lets say, one day there was ms.daisy coming along the sidewalk and she suddenly meets mr.rose, and instantly she felt a connection, but then catch is... mr.rose has ms.daffodil ! so yeah... she can't really do nothing about that. so then another day comes, ms.daisy was walking down the sidewalk again ! and she sees mr.leaf, and this mr.leaf is a very very nice person but ms. daisy just doesn't feel the connection like she did with mr.rose, and this mr.leaf keeps on bugging and bugging its just wayy too annoying. : )

K... SO THATS THE END OF THAT I DUNNO WHAT TO SAY. X_X

anyways i did my math replacement and it bumped my avg. 3 % higher
so i guess its not that bad but still... its so embarrassing when you have so many fricken smartasses in your class sitting all around you. but hopefullly i just keep on going and improve in everything ! oh and i thought counsellors were supposed to be helpful to you in many ways but.. not true ! i went to go see the counsellor the other day but she was no help at all ! she just sat there the whole time after i asked her my question and flipped through phones pages and called the stupid university and asked them a question i already knew the answer of. sooo fuck that LOL but yeah a waste of my 40 min in the dead quiet horrible counselling room. -.-

HMM...

so i've been thinking about alot these days....
like remember when we were young and the only things that bothered us was if
we were friends with, and if we'd make it into the "popular" group and also if we had
anyone to play with during recess time and stupid stuff like that. OH ! and also i remember
kildare kids were cool when they had those garlic bread sticks for lunch.. oh yeah crazy sticks or something like that AHHA. but yeahhh so as time passed by from bullying kids in elementry cos we were in grade 6 and thinking we were on top of the world, to junior high when bullshit and drama comes into place and now to high school when we finally have to make decisions on our future and what we were gonna do. i dunno about you , i find it pretty scary, and sad at the same time.
people you see everyday at school, hanging out and having fun , you may never see again for the rest of your life. and if you don't get into some type of post secondary, you may just not be able to figure out what your're gonna do. maybe work at mcdonalds or something : \
welll anyways its my last year in high school, and i can't believe how fast time passed.
it seemed like just a few years, when its been actually more than a few, i met alot of diffeerent people and some i build up a strong friendship with and i'm just so happy and thankful of them : )
sounds corny i know, but it feeels like a dream, surreal.

SO reminsce the past, cherish the future and HOLD ON TIGHT ! WE"RE GRADUATING ! : )
WOOOOOT : ) : )

school

.............. can suck my pee pee.
just kiddding. oh jesus i'm so stupid i can't get anything right. wow math and english is so hard : (
i'm gonna dieeeeee.
so i'm pretty happy cos i'm getting my license soon !
and happy cos i get to drive around by myself soon !
yayayaya : )
happy happy.

well anyways , happy new year !

i hate school.